Thursday, January 20, 2011

转发-爱过。。。就够了

如果有一天,我不再因为你没有回我的短信而给你不停的打电话了,

如果有一天,我不再因为你的一句话而瞎想半天了

如果有一天,我生气可以不需要你哄了,

如果有一天,我不再傻傻地坐在手机旁等你短信了,

如果有一天,我允许你可以脱离我的视线了,

如果有一天,我也像你忘记我的话一样忘记了你的话

如过有一天,我允许了你对我的视而不见,

对不起,不是我不爱了,是我。。累了。。麻木了。。我也不想放弃。。只是没有力气了

你伤害了我一次,我可以肆无忌惮的伤心。对你发脾气,要你哄我。然后继续乖乖听你话。像以前一样的需要你的保护和关心、
你伤害了我第二次,我也可以原谅你,不过只是我的笑容少了,可依旧爱着你。包容你。
如果你伤害了我第三次,还像以前那样。用哈哈。。忘了。。之类的词敷衍,我不会生气,对不起。。不是我不爱你了。。也不是不需要你哄了。。因为我知道你在乎的不是我。。我没有力气也没有理由在生气了。。我。。麻木了。。懂得了。。放弃。。
看完的人,请转帖吧。麻木了、我已经不在乎了。。

Saturday, January 15, 2011

she is my inspiration

Just receive a message from my friend. Casting tomorrow at 11am. Venue: Ampang. Owhh, it's so sudden and so rush. I borrow a speaker from my friend, to play the song in my labtop. I also borrow GPS from my friend to reach the destination. There i go! Good luck , peng yin.

peng yin, you are fat

3 weeks of year end holiday of the ballet centre is so enjoyable for me. My ballet teacher ain't someone, she is like my secondary guru disciplin. Everytime i enter her class, she will mention about my attendance. Oh my dear teacher, can you try to understand my situation. One day of ballet class per week is what i could do.

Students of her are always so stressful. Oh god, she complain about my size today. She said PENG YIN, YOU ARE IN THE FAT CATEGORY NOW! She is a 40years old teacher and she is only 40kg. Dear teacher, i am just different from you, i couldnt be slim as you. because BBQ plaza is my favourite food. =) me and xiao fei can finish the family set.

I promise I will get distinction for my grade 8 examination kay. Don't complain about my size. I will try very hard to attend double or triple classes per week. I will try to remember all the steps you taught before. I will do jogging to improve my stamina. I will attend classes to improve my technique. I will not failed the exam kay. *she always said we will failed in the examination.

EMO in the ballet class today. Luckily it was just an one hour class. phhhiiewww, class end =)



knock out-G dragon&top =)

Saturday, January 8, 2011

u're in my mind

When I wake up , it's already afternoon 3pm. Force myself to wake up from the bed and simply have a shower then fly to my boy's house. Just simply miss him so much. These are the photos :

trying his cap, suit my head's size too =)

 without the cap

he took this photo unwillingly but still looks good 

According to him, i looks so pale and skin turns bad=( caused by the exam period lo, sleep lately. Don't complain k, will turns good soon*over confident*. A happy day with you =)

Friday, January 7, 2011

still with 2011 mission =)

When everyone talks about 2011, they will said things to be done in 2011. Some even write in a notes and keep it together with their friends' note, till the end of 2011, they will refer to the notes , whether did they achieve the mission in 2011.

This is mine:
1.improve my ballet skill ( get distinction for my grade 8 exam )
2. go for gym to train my stamina ( ballet exam on april)
3. belly dance
4. x tummy
5. grow taller ( 165cm, but it's impossible)
6. dark circle must be reduce
7. earn more and spend more
8. be happy =)

oh, some may ask ,why you ask for a distinction for ballet exam but not in college result? This is why: I am a last minute and lazy person, so I will not spend more time on  my studies. But still,  I did study hard in final. watch out of my result , haha =)

A mountain of notes are waiting for me to flip them. End this with a song by Akon-I just had sex. Oops >.<

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

ballerina on the beach

It's a brand new year again, and I am officially 20 after my birthday on November. I'm gonna set a mission for myself this year.

and my mission of 2011 is : ballerina on the beach. I'm going to snap a group of pictures like this, and keep it as one of my memories. Gonna done this within this year. Ballet skills are needed to be improved. Cause every action need to hold for more than a second or a minute either, and I'm going to do this very well.

And ya, I need to find a professional photographer. These photos are not easy to snap. Gonna jump like an insane dancer if the photographer is a NOOB one. End up I will be exhausted. Will not let this happen, so a professional photographer is a must.

The album of ballerina on the beach will contain photos like this:








All the best to myself =)